BACK TO BLOGGING

well during my long break from blogging i still have been playing nearly every day. the £500 i had from paddypower soon went and i had to raid my bank account. i'm not sure if i explained how much i have but i will now, basically i have a £3k ISA which i don't really want to touch unless i have a gambling emergency ;). after that i had a few £hundred, but i had to take that out, i got £180 interest, i took that out as well, it left me with £10 overall and the ISA. i think when i put the isa in i had about £20 in left in the account, which meant £200, that was 3/4 days ago. i made one last effort to rethink my game and get myself back winning again and thankfully i finished £200 up. £250 up again next day. then £650 up next day and i withdrew £1000 to pay for april's rent. that left me with £300+ in the account. today i got my rakeback, i was expecting something like £300/£400 but i hadn't realised how many hours i put in ( i still don't know now but i figure it was quite a lot), the rakeback was £883, which meant i had £1200 in the account now. i want to take about maybe £1k or £2k for irish open for the side tournaments, especially as one or two of them are re-buy events.

as i'm writing this now i've just lost £400 playing very loose. i don't feel on tilt but my play looked very tilty. so back down to £800. if i can keep my head for the next few days i will only play small and not risk too much. but that would be out of character and probably an hour from now i will be putting over half my bankroll into one table and tilting it all away. i'll blog most days again now up until ireland.