SO AS NOT TO DISAPPOINT YOU ALL

before today i had £35k in littlewoods, that's still there and £41,328.40 in betfair, that isn't there. i just blew $80k+, playing loose and missing. i did $9k on first hand with 4 high, check raising with absolutely nothing on flop, turn made a flush draw which i committed myself to. so i lost $10k on $50/$100, $30k on $100/$200 and $40k+ on $250/$500, the last hand all in on 10 high flop with JJ v AA ($48k pot). no complaints just shit. very very shit. i lost a $54k pot before with AQs against 33 on 39j with 2 spades board, that was on $100/$200. 2 more hands i remember. i bluffed the pot ($10,8k) with AQo (no hearts) on j779x board, 4 hearts. he called with 98d, i don't know how he did it but it really is a fantastic call. also i raised with 46o utg (playing 4 handed on $250/$500) and re-raised in sb for the pot. i call. flop 734, he bets hard and i push, he calls and wins with A7s, i'm not 100% but i reckon that was a $50k pot.

i've withdrawn £20k from littlewoods that i'm going to put back into betfair to take back my money. since it takes a few days to withdraw i will have to wait...a few days. i didn't tilt on $250/$500, just cards didn't run for me and with loose style that's no good. well if i'm being honest i probably was the worst player there and probably got outplayed by everyone but hope it was just bad run of cards.

i'm currently playing £100/£200 tilted against mr fluff. i could lose a lot here...